11 9 / 2014
Feels like getting my head beat onto a table repeatedly with a psychiatry textbook
23 6 / 2014
22 4 / 2014
Don’t fuck this up please!!!
IT’S BEEN SO LONG WHERE IS MY LEE-WAY STRANGE PERSON
10 4 / 2014
Ive been in Pt. Augusta for the last 3 weeks, and it’s given me great medical opportunities to do procedural stuff, seeing cool things and interacting with professor people.
The only thing I’m not completely happy with is trying to fit in with the other people I’ve come up with. I’m still super grateful for being able to do surgery here, but I feel like a bit of an outcast.
The two girls I came up with are already best friends pretty much. Whilst I’m actually pretty impressed with how nice and welcoming they’ve been, its hard to shake the feeling that they talk about me behind my back/don’t really like me very much. I messed up a few times and I don’t know why! I don’t usually do this kind of thing and maybe the stress has just been getting to me but they definitely don’t respect me really.
This is especially so with one of them and soon, some 6th year is coming up from Adelaide. Hell be staying in my appt and he’s also good friends with the one who I feel doesn’t like me. He’s gonna come and be awesome and they’ll all like him and I’ll be even more outcast.
I really hope I get to stay in Adelaide for a decent time.
I know its part of being an adult, making new friends and all that, but Im not good at living with people I don’t know.
02 4 / 2014
Ow yeah, got to see patients by myself in clinic today. So much fun! :D