18 2 / 2014

I am such a loser.

13 2 / 2014

So for a while there I was almost becoming an emotionally stable person. Going to hospital everyday and constantly doing something: being with the team, in a tute, personal study. More importantly being with people I don’t really know meaning I wasn’t slacking off as much and was kinda making new friends and actually growing as a person.

As soon as I saw my old friends again, one of whom I now have mixed emotions about, all the feelings came back. Suddenly (with this person in particular) I was anxious, wanting nothing more than to be alone with them.

Having already been rejected twice (or three times? I can’t remember) I didn’t wanna ask her to do something tomorrow (because Valentines), but it was the only time I was free. So I asked her, and she said she was busy.

Immediately the old anxious Zac kicks in:

"BUSY WITH WHAT? SHE MUST BE ON A DATE WITH SOMEONE C’MON ITS VALENTINES TOMORROW! WHY WOULD YOU ASK HER AGAIN YOU KNEW YOU WOULDN’T WIN. YOU’RE SUCH A LOSER."

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I thought this was overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

06 2 / 2014

So I think I’m getting the reputation for being someone who’s late and I hate it.

I’m almost always on time for everything else in my life, but for the last week I just cannot seem to get it right. Been like 5 minutes late for two tutes and they were both the first tutes with separate people (which is really annoying for someone who always tries to make a good first impression). The last one wasn’t my fault. But gah. Really annoying. Typing it down is making me realise how minor an issue this actually is though. Tumblr is therapeutic.

05 2 / 2014

Changed my mind. Put my first jelco in today, got it first time. Eff yes. Medicine is cool again.

02 2 / 2014

There is no direction whatsoever in this course and it’s crazy. I just wrote 4.5 pages on warfarin and INR monitoring randomly today because I was so lost.

I’m so unproductive when there’s no “defined goal”.

Basically just been told to “learn everything you don’t know already”

29 1 / 2014

alienseeds:

PORT AUGUSTA, SA, STREET VIEW PHOTOGRAPHY

DECEMBER 2013

-32° 30’ 28.89”, +137° 47’ 32.08”

About a month or so ago, while I was exploring South Australia on street view I stumbled upon this town, Port Augusta. From the old boat wreck by the bridge, to the water tower, this town has so much character. There are so many locations in this town that inspired me. The more I looked around, the more I wanted to go there, take photos, write a screen play, meet the people, explore!

There is a lot of graffiti on fences and run down houses. The street view car must have gone through as school was finishing because there were many people out on an afternoon stroll or walking home from school. Sometimes as I explored I would forget if I was by the beach or in the desert but then some times it looked like both.

I would love to visit this quaint little town one day.

Going here in March :D

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25 1 / 2014

So I just bought these new runners which were quite expensive since I’ve been running everyday with my old crappy shoes and thought I needed an upgrade. I’m high arched and these have arch support (which is for the opposite of high arched, flat footedness) and going for my first run I was a little disappointed, these are a bit uncomfortable in one of my feet.

I don’t wanna have to goto a podiatrist :/

18 11 / 2013

setbabiesonfire:

danielkiwi:

sailorhatesjane:

pantslessyoda:

THIS IS MY FAVORITE THING EVER

no words

oh…. 

That last part tho.

setbabiesonfire:

danielkiwi:

sailorhatesjane:

pantslessyoda:

THIS IS MY FAVORITE THING EVER

no words

oh…. 

That last part tho.

(Source: onlylolgifs, via edwardspoonhands)

30 10 / 2013

IM A CREEP. IM A WEIRDO. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE. I DONT BELONG HERE.

29 10 / 2013

standingoutintherain-:

I feel like my cat and dogs main concern in life is food but then I realize food is my main concern in life too so who am I to judge

(Source: sheeranoutintherain, via fuckyeahwearehungry)